Friday, September 14, 2007

Update on Hopey's Hope

WE did lots of work on this Fundraising.I am so proud of all the people who had some take on this project.We have raised 817.00 our goal was 500.00.We are still bringing in moneys in mail,small business.I just wanted to thank you for the support in the help to someday find a cure.
There was several people who donated from blog world.Thank you........
I will update you more later like Sunday night with Pictures on how it went and how far my team walked and so on.Thank you..

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Stupid mind

I sit and wonder how your mind is thinking.I know mine is crazy.I think about you all the time,how I can make things better.I have hurt my surroundings for so many years.I used to think I did the right things but as I sit here and wonder.Did I do the right thing?Probably not.I get so wore out of thinking about what could of happen or might have happened.I know I made a mistake for sure.I have been crazy for you for so long and I have washed it down the drain cause of being scared.To this day I am very scared of people.I don't like to think I am a burden on them nor do I feel like I have took their thought away.I have always wanted just a hppy family,not money nor the biggest baddest things,But I left thinking like that.You gave me the most beauitful present in the world two of my hearts.How could of I been so stupid and walk on you.You probebly sit and think well maybe she did the right thing maybe she didn't but I will soon go the rest of my life not trustin others cause of what she done to me.I live with the guilt everyday of my life.Is love not worth trying and working on?Do you run when the shit gets deep?Do you learn to forgive what has happened?I have always heard ask God to forgive?I done this so many times but isn't it the person I need the forgiveness from.I know that I love you so much.I know my mind wonders alot but I have finally figured out what my deal is.I was hurt one time in life and it has stuck with me for over 12 yrs.The day I was hurt it felt like a knife has brushed over my heart.It hurt.I tried to forgive and not think about it but it was so hard knowing I gave up everything ,that is what I was worth ,nothing.So I lived the rest of my life hurting people before i get hurt.IT is not right.I have so many loves that could of been right but I stomped on it.To this day I try not get to close and it makes it hard for a marriage.Does my heart need work,yes.The one that hurts the most is that one person heard I had 5 kids and first thing said to me was"Damn you better stay with your man,No one else would touch you".I stood there just thinking was the person right.I just wondering that the fathers of my kids do just fine,these women know about the kids.Why is so wrong for a women who has children to be pushed out of the world cause she has kids.I know it wasn't true I have done just fine as a mother when i had 3 kids.It just makes me think more.I know my 1st love will always be with my kids.The love I have next will to fix what I messed up.You make think you understand this entry but you don't.You may assum but I can tell you that your wrong.
Lots of thinking.
Maybe being where I am today,the changes I have made have me thinking like crazy.I have no clue.
I am done

Friday, August 17, 2007

Hopeys Hope

“Hopey’s Hope”


August 17, 2007

Dear Family and Friends,

We are writing to ask for your support in a very special cause. In December of 2001, when she was just 5 years old, our precious daughter, Hope, was diagnosed with Type 1 Diabetes. Her life, as well as our entire family life, was thrown into a tailspin. We had to make some quick adjustments. Type 1, or juvenile diabetes, is a devastating, often deadly disease that affects millions of people - a large and growing percentage are children. Many people think Type 1 Diabetes can be controlled by insulin. While insulin does keep people with Type 1 Diabetes alive, it is NOT a cure. Since that terrible day in December, Hope has had to learn to monitor her glucose levels (by sticking her finger 5-7 times each day), count carbohydrates, calculate her insulin and give herself injections 3-4 times a day. In July Hope attended Diabetes Camp in Monticello, Illinois. What a wonderful first time experience she had. Besides learning to live with and care for her disease, she met and bonded with kids of all ages who face the same challenges she does. When Hope came back, she said “I hope none of my siblings get diabetes and that some day research could help me to live without being insulin dependent.” From that tenderhearted comment, “HOPEY’S HOPE” was born. On the 5th of this month, Hope experienced her first diabetic seizure. Seizures can be a part of this horrible disease and it was terribly frightening for her and our family. Aside from the daily challenges of living with Type 1 Diabetes, there are many severe, often fatal complications caused by the disease. That’s the bad news…but the good news is that a cure for Type 1 Diabetes is within reach. Having Type 1 Diabetes has not stopped Hope from doing what she wants. Our brave Hope turns eleven on August 21st, but in so many ways is much older than her years. She doesn’t want pity or sympathy - she’s a real trooper - she just wants a cure! So she asked if we could participate in the JDRF walk to raise money for the cure. We are so proud of Hope. Several of our family members have formed a team, appropriately called “HOPEY’S HOPE”, and will be walking on September 16, 2007 in Peoria, Illinois. Our team goal is $500, we are asking for your help. Won’t you join Hope as she aspires to “HOPEY’S HOPE”? If you can sponsor our team with a gift of $10, $20, or more please use the enclosed self-addressed stamped envelope to 405 Keller St. Bartonville IL, 61607. You can also donate online at http://walk.jdrf.org/walker.cfm?id=86740602.
Thank you for your consideration and time. We HOPE to hear from you soon.



Sincerely,

The Family of Hope Doyle


P.s. Make check payable to JDRF
Again Thank you for all of your support!!

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

I love my friend

I have to tell everyone that I have a really good friend.I would do anything for her.BUT we have some ass hole out there who want to make short sucky comments.If you lived a day in her shoes you would sure enough hate life to.I just never in my life thought we had some heartless pieces of shits out there.I think some people need to be more sensitive.Quit thinking they are getting a laugh out of someones heart aches.That little saying would be A PARENT WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THERE children regardless of what it cost.I know if I was in His shoes I would DO THE SAME THING........I Just want her to know I do Love you more then anything.I know what has happened is bad.Just know I love you..and am here for you.Things will go to it place regardless what you think.
This person sucks assess

Tuesday, May 8, 2007

what the hell

I am tring to figure this shit out....So kyra hook me up loll